For the past one month plus, I would say it has been the most down period in my life. I wasn't able to smile like how i used to. I thank God for His grace and strength that carried me through each and everyday in this one month plus. It was not easy at all. I have been putting a strong front in front of everyone because I thought that I could do it. But, the actual fact was that I was not able to do it. People asked me the same things like 'are you okay?', 'very tired, stressed, depressed and etc.?'. And i did not know how to answer them. I really appreciate their concern towards me. I feel kind of bad just lying through saying that I am okay, when actually deep inside me I am totally not okay at all. But I just had to do this.

During this period of time, I really went through alot. It was so tough that I really just could not handle it. So, I just decided to submit everything to God. And praise God that His grace brought me through this tough time.

Through this setback, I really learnt alot and have indeed become more mature in handling things, be it in relationships or with family. It really is indeed a great lesson learnt. Thank God for His grace and strength in guiding me through, be it in running, working and studying. Praise God! :)

His grace is sufficient for me.